It's been a while since I've blogged. Well, I have my Tumblr, but it is honestly thee worst blogging site to write and express yourself.

I've been thinking a lot lately, and by lately I mean tonight, about when I used to have outer-body-experiences. If you don't know what that is, it's when you feel outside of yourself, like your "essence" or something has left your body and is merely watching it just a few rows back. Over the summer I had about three of them. I haven't had one since & I don't know why. I really just want to experience that feeling again. Sometimes I think I'm about to enter that outer-body-state, but then it fades, even if I try to hold onto it. Oh well.

In other news, I'm becoming more self-conscious about my image again. I wish I could just never eat & be waif then, but alas, then I'd die. I'm not really sure if my self-image is changing that dramatically, so I don't want to dwell on this subject.

Anyway, that's all I've got for now. I don't really know how to write blogs. I feel so self-conscious and like every word I'm saying is artifically constructed as I type it. Perhaps it just takes getting used to. Or maybe it's because all I ever write is poetry. Hahah.

Shee yah lata.